Live Free

i don’t get on here too often and when I do i just tend to reblog Marines themed things from the pooles i follow. I am going to start trying harder to get on here more so here goes. I have been spending an increasing amount of time at the rifle range lately. I took a bunch of practice armed forces qualifications tests and scored just below expert on some and a few times i scored expert. Today I woke up early and went out shooting. At about 12 I went to Tori’s house to go to her county track meet. She did great. She came in second in all of Suffolk County with a 10 foot pole vault. Her family friends and myself are all so proud of her. Sadly she was upset because she didn’t take first but what happens happens and she should still be so proud.  Which is going to lead me to a rant about how jealous I am of people who are so good at so many things. Shes a great athlete, artist, she can draw paint write poetry gets great grades, is getting scholarships for school by the day, shes just so amazing. My confidence has been so low lately its unbelievable. Hard to believe seeing as just a few months ago most would describe me as arrogant. that being said i did get a compliment from someone i haven’t seen for a long long time. An ex girlfriends dad said i was looking good since the last he saw me i was skinny weighing 145 pounds and now i am much more muscular at 170 pounds. That was kind of a boost, plus it was cool to see him after all this time. After Toris track meet i went back to her house and we hungout etc.

An overall update would be still living in the hotel, owe my school over 1,000 dollars for classes failed because i hated it. My knee is killing me when I walk and go up stairs and it worrying me. I know it will get better its just going to take time. But i am scared because my Marine Corps dream is so physical fragile right now. I saw two marines fresh out of bootcamp today and i just can’t explain how jealous I was of them. This damn surgery had to happen 6 days before i was supposed to swear in =X……. but whatever i will get better, and i will become and Unites States Marine. I just have to give it time.

Like i said i will try and get on here more. Thanks for reading.